A WOUND
At the classroom...
"Let's count, how many people are there here?"
"One, two, three,..., five! Come on, let's all talk!"
"Yes, but hey! Come join us Dharigra!"
"..."
"Oh, don't be ashamed. We won't harm-... Hey, Sharie's here! Come, join us to-... Wait, what's the matter with your legs? Oh, you're wounded!"
"..."
---
Now, everyone was standing in a circle, surrounding me. Emmm... I was not okay. Well, uh, why, uh... Look! I wasn't careful when I hopped of the bicycle that I touched the one's muffler unintentionally. And, now there was a big wound, a burn to be honest. Ahh, so painful T_T
Then, this babbling mother hen, Aerish and Popuri, kept persisting me to get the ointment from the infirmary. But, yes, being an obstinate girl I just sat down to my usual desk in front of Dharigra's place. And, yes at usual those another three Cobras, Makio, Nakahara, and Ryuko sat beside me, judging me from top to toe. The heck with those three Koalas since they even didn't seem to help cure my wound. Ahh~ helpless -___-
---
"What's with that wound for? Did you get rid of your tattoo? How come did we not know your tattoo?"
"The hell with tattoo, Makio. I'm an innocent one, so tattoo IS COMPLETELY NOT MY STYLE."
"Then, how would you explain to THAT wound?"
"I cursed those who invented muffler for being hot!"
"Tch, such a pathetic."
"Tch, only a small wound and you cursed for this small thing."
"It's painful, you know Nakahara. It's not like I did it intentionally. But, the pain is not a joke!"
"Then, like I care about that."
"Meannie~ Aerish, it's painful. Can you help me get rid of this burn? Huhuhuhu~"
"Some other times, you should be careful Shar. Look! I ever got that kind of burn and now the stretch mark is still there. Aerish, is there any help we can do to this whinning big baby?"
"Who's a big baby Popuri? Don't be so meannie like Nakahara or Ryuko. Won't help me at all."
"Just saying. PMSL. Hey, Aerish, help her."
"Why don't you just go to the infirmary now, and get the ointment there? I'm already sick of your sad whinning, Sharie. Your tears won't hep to cure it, too."
"I don't want to. It hurts. Is there any other ointment from the infirmary for being applied to my wound?"
"Okay, I'm quit! I don't know what I should do to you Shar. Any ideas, guys?"
"Nope. Just let her be like that all the time today. She's annoying if she's in this state. Now, who wants to get my treat?"
"I'm staying. Sharie is alone."
"Me, too. She's annoying, yet wounded. I'd better stay."
"Thank you Makio, Aerish! Such a big helper you both are."
"Tch, party poop-ers. Come on, Popuri, Nakahara. let's buy something to eat. I send you both Makio and Aerish to do this mission until the classes today are dismissed."
"Bye!"
---
Here I was, stucked in the classroom along with Makio and Aerish... Not to mention, there sitting behind me was Dharigra. I just kept looking at the three of them who copied the English task from my book. If you were expecting a silent setting, WRONG! Look at this two love-birds, Makio and Aerish who kept arguing. Only me and Dharigra who kept silent.
Then, the pain struck again. How could this burn be so burning? It drove me crazy since the pain wasn't endurable! I bit my lips in order not to scream my pain out of lungs. But, these love-birds had no attention that they were completely ignoring me. Ahh~ it's so unbearable. But, then this seems-would-not-talking man then throwed his low yet sexy voice to me.
"Just go to the infirmary. Ask one of the nurse there to give you the ointment. You look so awful biting your lips, you know."
"No. That must be really hurtful!"
"Do it now or it will be worse!"
"I don't want to-..."
"Okay class, the class is dismissed early for having no excuses to teach in this kind of event."
"Yes, Ma'am."
Yet, Kasihime sensei was sooooo~ kind to let us dismissing thirty minutes before. This was break time. Those pigs (read: Makio the Boss, Popuri the Deputy Boss, and other maniacs like Nakahara, Ryuko, and Aerish) kept arguing whether they would eat in the canteen or here at the classroom while accompanied me. Well, I tried to walk before they argued, and it failed since I had a limp. Then, this discussion ended with they would come back after buying the food and would eat their food in class. So, it meant that I should wait here until they came back. Well, that was just okay since I had no fear at midday like this, eheheheh~
Then, they were nowhere in this classroom. I had to wait their presence here. Well, literally, I was not alone since there was this Dharigra guy sitting behind me. Besides him, no one could be seen. Right now, only both of us breathing in the same harmony. Well, that was not getting that long after that guy came to my side.
"Does it hurt?"
"Yes. Why?"
"I think you still should go to the infirmary then to get the ointment."
"Once again,... I won't. Try yourself if you're in my condition, then you would say that the ointment is suck. I just need to be here. I won't bother you, Dharigra."
"I just hate seeing you hurting your lips. You said it hurts. Then you restrain the wound by biting your lips. It's just...."
"Yes, but don't be worry. My lips can bear the pain I made, eheheheh. So lame, I know"
"You don't say. Well,... Where's the other?"
"They just try to find something for being gobbled. They are such hungry pigs. I know, me, too sometimes."
"So, if that's the case then can you just send them message to bring some oil?"
"Eh? What oil? For what?"
"Cooking oil. I'll spread it to your wound."
"Gosh, Dharigra! Cooking oil can make my wound even worse. It's hot!"
"Not the one to fry, Idiot! The never-be-used-before one. That can make your wound better, for a bit."
"No! I don't believe you. I said, it hurts Mr. Dharigra."
"Trust me, it's okay for your wound. I ever used it once."
"O-okay. I'll try. But what if-..."
"No, it won't I'll be gentle to apply it to your skin. Trust me."
"Okay. Wait then."
(15 minutes later)
"Sharie, sorry, but the cooking oil is nowhere to be found."
"Eum... There is just the used ones. Actually, what is that for?"
"Well, that is for my wound. Dharigra said it will make me better a bit."
"Oh, Honey I'm sorry but me and Popuri had been searching it in canteen, but I got nothing. Well, can you just endure it for a while until you go home?"
"Well, I guess it's gonna be okay."
"Well, done. Hey, come on let's digging these food, woohoo~ I'm in paradise~!"
"Makio is just too obsessed with food, thank you."
---
(Before going home)
"Have you applied the cooking oil?"
"Unfortunately, not yet. But, tomorrow I'll be more careful and the wound will be covered by the cooking oil. Don't be worry. Thank you for concerning me, then."
"Such a hard-headed girl. I said to spread the cooking oil to your wound, yet you ignored it. Well, okay I'm trying to help here but you just spoiled it. I guess I'm done with concerning your condition. I'm going home then. And Gosh, why I spoke too much like this, ahhhhh... Such an irritating thing!"
Then, that Dharigra guy left me. But, before that, he put a burnt-ointment to my desk. Well, I guess, I would say "thank you" to him later. I saw him passing the front desk, then pointed to the door for leaving the class. I saw him walking when suddenly that girl buddy, Tammy, locked her arms around Dharigra's hand. Well, what the f*** with that! Well, yeah although Dharigra seemed so unhappy with her locking her arms with his, he smiled altogether with Tammy and both of them going out the class while chatting. And here, I was with my limping legs, struggling to death enduring the... pain.
---
하지말걸 그랬어 모른척 해버릴걸
안보이는 것처럼 볼수없는 것처럼
널 아 예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐
도망칠 걸 그랬어 못들은척 그럴걸
듣지 도못하는 척들 을 수 없는 것처럼 아 예 네
사랑 듣지 않을 걸
말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
숨결하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
말도없이 와서
왜 이렇게 아픈지 왜 자꾸만 아픈지
널 볼수 없다는거
네가 없다는거 말고
모두 예전과 똑같은건데
말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
숨결 하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망 가니까
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
말동벗이 사랑이 나를버려
무슨말을 할지 다문입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가
말도 없는 사랑을 기다리고 말도 없는 사랑을 아파하고
넋이 나가버려 바보가 되버려 하늘만 보고우니까
말도없이 이별이 나를찾아 말도 없이 이별이 내게와서
준비도 못하고 너를 보내야하는 내맘이 놀란것 같아
말도 없이 와서
말도없이 왔다가
말도없이 떠나는
지나간 열병처럼
잠시 아프면 되나봐
자꾸 흉터만 남게되니까
I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I hould have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all
Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my lips were surprised
it came without a word
Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.
Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
my lips were surprised
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.
Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.
Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left.
---
So, what should I do to this ointment? Applied it to my wounded leg, or applied it to... my wounded heart?
Yet, Kasihime sensei was sooooo~ kind to let us dismissing thirty minutes before. This was break time. Those pigs (read: Makio the Boss, Popuri the Deputy Boss, and other maniacs like Nakahara, Ryuko, and Aerish) kept arguing whether they would eat in the canteen or here at the classroom while accompanied me. Well, I tried to walk before they argued, and it failed since I had a limp. Then, this discussion ended with they would come back after buying the food and would eat their food in class. So, it meant that I should wait here until they came back. Well, that was just okay since I had no fear at midday like this, eheheheh~
Then, they were nowhere in this classroom. I had to wait their presence here. Well, literally, I was not alone since there was this Dharigra guy sitting behind me. Besides him, no one could be seen. Right now, only both of us breathing in the same harmony. Well, that was not getting that long after that guy came to my side.
"Does it hurt?"
"Yes. Why?"
"I think you still should go to the infirmary then to get the ointment."
"Once again,... I won't. Try yourself if you're in my condition, then you would say that the ointment is suck. I just need to be here. I won't bother you, Dharigra."
"I just hate seeing you hurting your lips. You said it hurts. Then you restrain the wound by biting your lips. It's just...."
"Yes, but don't be worry. My lips can bear the pain I made, eheheheh. So lame, I know"
"You don't say. Well,... Where's the other?"
"They just try to find something for being gobbled. They are such hungry pigs. I know, me, too sometimes."
"So, if that's the case then can you just send them message to bring some oil?"
"Eh? What oil? For what?"
"Cooking oil. I'll spread it to your wound."
"Gosh, Dharigra! Cooking oil can make my wound even worse. It's hot!"
"Not the one to fry, Idiot! The never-be-used-before one. That can make your wound better, for a bit."
"No! I don't believe you. I said, it hurts Mr. Dharigra."
"Trust me, it's okay for your wound. I ever used it once."
"O-okay. I'll try. But what if-..."
"No, it won't I'll be gentle to apply it to your skin. Trust me."
"Okay. Wait then."
(15 minutes later)
"Sharie, sorry, but the cooking oil is nowhere to be found."
"Eum... There is just the used ones. Actually, what is that for?"
"Well, that is for my wound. Dharigra said it will make me better a bit."
"Oh, Honey I'm sorry but me and Popuri had been searching it in canteen, but I got nothing. Well, can you just endure it for a while until you go home?"
"Well, I guess it's gonna be okay."
"Well, done. Hey, come on let's digging these food, woohoo~ I'm in paradise~!"
"Makio is just too obsessed with food, thank you."
---
(Before going home)
"Have you applied the cooking oil?"
"Unfortunately, not yet. But, tomorrow I'll be more careful and the wound will be covered by the cooking oil. Don't be worry. Thank you for concerning me, then."
"Such a hard-headed girl. I said to spread the cooking oil to your wound, yet you ignored it. Well, okay I'm trying to help here but you just spoiled it. I guess I'm done with concerning your condition. I'm going home then. And Gosh, why I spoke too much like this, ahhhhh... Such an irritating thing!"
Then, that Dharigra guy left me. But, before that, he put a burnt-ointment to my desk. Well, I guess, I would say "thank you" to him later. I saw him passing the front desk, then pointed to the door for leaving the class. I saw him walking when suddenly that girl buddy, Tammy, locked her arms around Dharigra's hand. Well, what the f*** with that! Well, yeah although Dharigra seemed so unhappy with her locking her arms with his, he smiled altogether with Tammy and both of them going out the class while chatting. And here, I was with my limping legs, struggling to death enduring the... pain.
---
하지말걸 그랬어 모른척 해버릴걸
안보이는 것처럼 볼수없는 것처럼
널 아 예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐
도망칠 걸 그랬어 못들은척 그럴걸
듣지 도못하는 척들 을 수 없는 것처럼 아 예 네
사랑 듣지 않을 걸
말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
숨결하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망가니까
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려
무슨 말을 할지 다문 입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
말도없이 와서
왜 이렇게 아픈지 왜 자꾸만 아픈지
널 볼수 없다는거
네가 없다는거 말고
모두 예전과 똑같은건데
말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고
말도없이 사랑을 내게주고
숨결 하나조차 널 담게 해놓고 이렇게 도망 가니까
말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나
말동벗이 사랑이 나를버려
무슨말을 할지 다문입이 혼자서 놀란것 같아
말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가
말도 없는 사랑을 기다리고 말도 없는 사랑을 아파하고
넋이 나가버려 바보가 되버려 하늘만 보고우니까
말도없이 이별이 나를찾아 말도 없이 이별이 내게와서
준비도 못하고 너를 보내야하는 내맘이 놀란것 같아
말도 없이 와서
말도없이 왔다가
말도없이 떠나는
지나간 열병처럼
잠시 아프면 되나봐
자꾸 흉터만 남게되니까
I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I hould have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all
Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my lips were surprised
it came without a word
Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.
Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
my lips were surprised
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.
Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.
Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left.
---
So, what should I do to this ointment? Applied it to my wounded leg, or applied it to... my wounded heart?
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