You Know How To Love But, You Don't Know How To Have Your Love

You know how to love..
by secretly say it to the Moon, reflect his shadow on the Sky, whisper his name to the Wind..
You really know..
Just you who know your feelings to him, that your heart is thumping so fast, un-handle-able, when you saw his face just now
No one knows that you feels uneasy to not to be near from him in your daily
No one, except.. YOU!

No, it's true that he was not coming to your dream last night!
Pardon? Oh, yes.. So, he really came right?
That's why you'll be able to smile passing this tiring day
That's just because of his attendance last night to your dream! How silly! But, it is true!

But, still eventhough there are so many unforgetable memories of having him by yourself, there is one thing..
One thing that makes you suffer, all the time..
Called it "It-is-all-Passions-I-will-never-have"
Yeah, i mean though you love him, dream of him, adore him, but.. He is not yours!
Painful? Yes, of course, no doubt!

So, guessing, you're still keeping a silence about to say your feelings to him right?
Yeah, as long as you know what the risks you'll face if you keep it deep in your heart..
Hahaha, you know? All the risks are You'll be teased by the world, You'll be joked by your own feelings, You'll just begin to be a dumbfounded..

At all, you know everything but not for having your love in your arms..

How pity! How dare the love makes you like this, to be a dumbfounded and a coward at the same time..
Just because, You know how to love but, You don't know how to have your love..

#sighing...